A married life has been wonderful to me. My marriage with Jake has been wonderful since Day One, I cannot imagine life without my husband.
… Well, maybe except for a few special instances. And maybe I was a bit exaggerating too when I said “wonderful at all times.” There’s one sort of a glitch in our marriage and it’s one not to be taken lightly: A dull sex life.
Unfortunately, that seems to be the downside these days. We still sleep together and have the nicest sex but most of the time it’s just like that: nice. I miss feeling the hot wife I used to feel when Jake makes love to me. He used to make me feel like the sexiest woman in the world and I could feel his excitement whenever he gets to sleep with his sexy wife. He used to make me feel his hot sexy wife. But now, there doesn’t seem to be much excitement when he have sex and it feels like he’s just obligated to have sex with me. To put it bluntly: Our sex isn’t wild anymore, there’s no intense feeling, no smackdown! It could be that he’s simple stressed at work and has little energy left for me at night but I don’t think I could stand to be an unsatisfied wife either… I hate to point it out Jake how I miss the hot sex we used to have. I love him, I don’t want to hurt his feelings. But as a woman I have needs and wants too…
I wonder if there are other men out there willing to give me what I need, what I want… I need to shake this unsatisfied wife feeling off me, I want to feel like a sexy married woman, a hot wife again in bed! Besides, fooling around with other married men or cheating husbands is a thrill in itself already, I can just imagine now how hot the sex will be!
— Natasaha
